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November 29, 1996 |
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Houston, TX |
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MUSIC! Bands I like: The Used, My Chemical Romance, Linkin Park, Aveneged Sevenfold, Nightwish, and Stan Bush (a guy)
Transformers (More than anything), God, my friends, my pets, video games, horror, Converse, writing morbid poetry, writing stories, drawing, hoodies,
anime, a good report card, and skinny jeans.... |
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Fake people, a cheating boyfriend, Satan, bullies, REALLy hot weather, being paranoid (DX), fat people that wear really tight clothes, emotional hurt,
people who do not choose for themselves, total darkness, being ALL alone in the world, backstabbers.....a lot more things, but you kinda get the
idea... XD |
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Favorite color: red
age: 13
school: I go to school at Sheldon ISD. I am one of the smart, yet cool kids! 
fave books: Transformers:Ghosts of Yesterday, Transformers: The Official Movie Novel, Transformers: The Ultimate Guide, Witch Child, and Sweet Ms.
Honeywell's Revenge
my fave movies: Transformers, Silent Hill, Willard, The Thirteenth Year, and any good horror or comedy film.
fave shows: Transformers(all of them), InuYasha, Fullmetal Alchemist, Animal Cops, Scare Tactics, Family Guy, American Dad, Robot Chicken (sometimes I
watch Superjail)
my fave video games: Any transformer games, The Silent Hill series, Trauma Center, Bully, Sonic games, Kingdom Hearts series, and Final Fantasy
series
Fave holiday: Christmas and Halloween ( I can't decide! I like dressing up!)
hobbies: I love to paint, write stories, draw, and collect Transformers
Fave type of art: pastels
dream jobs: I hope to be a vet, surgeon, or an F-22(maybe F-16) pilot. Seriously, those are some sweet air craft. If I do become a pilot, I'll go to
the sir force academy. Hardcore stuff there! 
fave animal: All of them, except for spiders.
pets: 2 rats (Sari and Charlotte) 1 gecko (Alius) 1 gerbil (Faith) 1 fish (Barney) 2 hermit crabs (Strut and Zibby) 4 guinea pigs(Claire, Zelda,
Kirby, Rufus) 2 dogs (Misty and Haley)
fave food: I love TACOS AND ENCHILADAS! YAY! (But now I'm on a diet so... no more. :/
my motto: Perseverance is the key to a life brimming with success!
my favorite saying: Those that you truly love never really leave. They live on in the way they cared, shared, and made us happy.
-Anonymous
Just a fast little note: These past few years have been really hard on me. I have lost so many lives and some people who I am close to have seen Death
in the face. Sometimes I have nightmares and can see very, very bad scenes of the past. I lost three of my Grandmas, my uncle, and my other uncle
killed his wife and himself. My poor cousins are orphans. I wish I could stop that from happening. I feel that life is so peculiar, so awe inspiring.
It's so easy, yet so hard at the same time. It's always bending and twisting, sometimes shattering like glass. It's full of fragile dreams and
expanding fear. Life is pure fate and destiny...only you can mold its purpose. I also believe that every person should keep a chain of memories next
to their heart and soul. The chain builds up over your life. Whether crafted with happy memories or ones full of sorrow, everyone should have a chain
of memories. It defines life, your past, destiny, and fate... Thank you for reading this.
My Lifestyle:
I am the only child, which is good because I get more stuff. I am sad to say that I am kinda lazy. I always try to do my best. Sometimes I can be real
tough like when some family deaths happen or I end up being alone in tight situations. I consider myself to be aspiring and creative. I always try to
make new friends, which is usually easy since I have a good attitude. I am very perky and very comedic. I always make people laugh! I always strive
for my best and try to live life to the fullest!
Alright... I have to let it out. For about a year now, I have been cutting myself. Do not make fun of me. Do not call me weirdo. All I have to say is
this: I cut because I need to get back into my life. You sink into this place where you can't think or feel, you don't know what you're doing. My
brain, subconsciously, would tell me that's what I had to do to get out of the horrible hell I would snap into. Cutting yourself is pain and blood
and living, and it's taking away the pain of being this empty person. Lately, I've just been in a lot of emotional pain. I know it's not the best
way to handle it. But I don't know anything else. I've even made a suicide plan. I just feel so messed up. I don't know what to do... I really hate
my life. If you have any tips or anything... please PM me. I used to think the cuts and blood were beautiful... But now... I don't know what I'm
going to do. I can't stop. I wonder if I ever will...? (P.S. I AM NOT EMO!!!)
Hey, I know that was long.... XD BUT, you learned about me!!! Awesome, huh? lol! Anyways, that pic is of me a couple years ago, you don't get to see
a current picture until I lose a lot of weight... Just imagine me as a little older looking, and a LOT sexier! XD http://autobotgirl6.deviantart.com/art/Charissa-the-Princess-133546818 just look there for now because I can't get it loaded
up yet. :
Links: http://www.fanfiction.net/u/1785893/AutobotGirl6
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xXBloody_RosesXx's Blog / Journal
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My Good Life
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Posted on 24-10-2009 at 09:13 PM
Yeah, so I got tired of everyone's bitching about how freaked up their
life is. I then decided to write an entry about how good my life is becoming!
My Good Life:
1) I'm closer to stopping my cutting disorder
2) I'm making the best grades at my school
3) I have awesome friends that love me, and I love them
4) I might be going to a The Used concert
5) I'm losing weight
6) I have two great parents that love me, and help me whenever I need it
7) I'm... ...Read more
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The Most Horrible Form of Real Torture
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Posted on 5-10-2009 at 02:39 AM
Okay, so I was thinking of random crap, and I began to think about really, really painful torture... And not fantasy stuff, I mean things that have
actually happened before.
So, I searched the Internet and came to what I think is the most horrible form of torture: The Iron Maiden. Nazis did this to jewish women who were
giving birth during the Holocaust.
It was when they tied a woman's legs together as she gave birth. Now, just think about it... Child birth is painful enough as it is, imagine
having your legs tied together as you birthed another... ...Read more
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SAT/ACT in Seventh Grade
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Posted on 4-10-2009 at 10:22 PM
Okay, so a few days ago I found out that I will be allowed to take my SAT or ACT in December or May. It is for a Duke University talent search that I
can't wait to go to. I was selected because I made a 100 on all of my TAKS last year. I guess it's good I did... They SAT/ACT won't actually count for me to get into a college though,
it'll just see how smart I am. We'll see how that goes...
school's been back...and I hate it. I'm already making the highest grades... ...Read more
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CRUSHED!
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Posted on 19-9-2009 at 12:46 AM
So, yesterday, I worked the concession stand at the volleyball game--alongside my crush!
I must say, we became friends, and I found that I am extremely compatible with him!!!! He loves the same usic I do, he said he'll join my band if I make one, he has side splitting humor, great looks, and just a
sensitive and kind personality...I see the male me, like, 50%!
So, I found out that he used to be emo, before he joined CAP 2 years ago, so I shit my pants, cuz that's kinda awesome, because that... ...Read more
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CRUSHES <3
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Posted on 17-9-2009 at 01:18 AM
Okay, so there is this awesome (and I mean FRIGGIN AWESOME) guy in my Civil Air Patrol class. He's 14, has ocean blue eyes, a muscular and fit
body, a friggin' dazzling smile, and longish brown hair. He also loves my kinda music, and has a fantastic sense of humor. ( but what sucks is
that he'll be in my class for only a week, and then he'll go back to his reg. schedule...How do I attract him before he leaves. I could get
my boy-buddy to drop some hints, possibly?)
Maybe not my dream guy, but...he's just so great. Every... ...Read more
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