my dear brother past away this summer of 2009 n my father just past away yesturday
i got a new step dad who i hate so much
n my mother has beeing very sick for the past few months
that is why i have decided to leave this website for a while
good-bye to you all

Mood: buuble head lol

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Will u forgive me mama!
Will u forgive me for all the bad things I did all my life.
I know I was never your perfect child.
I know you loved me no matter what.
But I feel like you hate me deep inside
Don’t ask me why but I just know somehow
Would you forgive me for making you always mad?
I know I’ve always hater your idol child
But mama!
I’m dying!
And all I want to do now before I depart
Is to get your forgiveness for any bad stuff I’ve done….
For all that pain I...

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Blood run down those walls
Trying to free them selves
They touch the floor
With a low moan
It all is drain away
From those cuts and browses
A little girl lays on the floor
With a knife in her stomach
She has been weeping for over an hour
With all that pain

She had been waiting for her mother
Who had come back high
That mother had been annoyed from her bugging child
So in order to make her stop
She grabbed a kitchen knife
And stabbed her own daughter
Until she passed out
Now...

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She screams really hard
But no one seem to hear
Her scream is so loud
But no one seems to care
Her body is very heavy
And moving is impossible
She can’t feel pain
She is very cold and sleepy
And she wonders what might be happening to her?
She has no idea
The doctor lays a blanket over her
And she screams as loud as she can
The respiration machine is taken away
And she is declare dead
Now she lies on a coffin
Still yelling and waiting
Waiting for her fiancé to rescue her
And admit their...

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no one really see
no one really know
that every sec. of life
means one more sec. of pain
people around them feel the same
thinking life is a torture
and the no longer care

Mood: ????

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