this song is inspiring. the man who wrote and sung this is now passed. he died from a brain tumor. but i must thank him. he has inspired my songs and
poems. i know him personaly and he was a sweet man and lived life to the fullest. he never let anything get in the way. most of the time i would
forget he had cancer because he nvr acted like he was in pain. he is a truly amazing man. thank you Henry <3
Preps, assholes, bad gossip, bad pier presure, parents fighting.
Bio:
i love wolves (obviously)
i like alot of music like
>deth star
>kradle filth
>slipknot
>kon
>disterbed
>slayer
>six feet under
>skary kids skaring kids
>fear factory
>the hot lies
>a.f.i.
>my chemical romance
>3doors down
>perfect circal
>h.i.m.
>3 days grace
>nickel back
>sistem of down
>the used
>despondence
>rob zombie-hell ya living dead girl kicks ass
>evonesence
>fergie
i like alot more but there too many to put down and i eaven like songs that i don't eaven know who the artist are so ya ^_^
i am 5"7 i have blond hair, blue, gray, green, and red eyes. sasuke, orlando bloom, garra,are my men, my friends are the closest to me skrew my
family, i don't know my dad. i like light and dark, i love and care about animals alot.i hate people who kill animals for fun thay can bern in hell
for all i care.i love talking on the phone and on the computer.i injoy riding my bike and swimming.i like to draw anime even thow i'm not that good
at it. my favrorit color is ice berg blue. i love to write poetry som really deep and sad and some happy or mad i practicly just write poetry about my
fellings most of the time.i live with my grand parents who are veary controlive and mean and yell alot at me but i don't really care you learn to
ignore it after a wile
so all and all i'm a really cool and fun person to hang out with and is alwase open to more friends and loves to get to know pepole (='..'=)<- look
it's naruto :d
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i am proud to say that this band "afterthought," is from my middle school. they are playing at the schools talent show. i was there when they
prformed. and if you look really hard you can see me up in the front... i was the second person skreeming... lol any way... these are some of my close
friends
~sean = bass
~erin = rythm guitar
~joey = drummer
~garrett = lead guitar
and i am gunna have to say... they are bad ass! lol injoy
What up Wolf, Anime, and Poem lookers!? :) Movies are down there
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Xxkiba_bluexX's Blog / Journal
flames to dust
Posted on 23-4-2013 at 01:16 AM
why is it that when you are at your happiest point in life is when all comes crashing down? a wonderful day at a beach with a sunset and your 3 best
friends by your side. nothing in the world could be more perfect... then yelling anger hurt pain and anguish get thrown into the life of our
friendship an what happens? i lost one... a navy boy... my.. navy boy... the friendship that i have never had with another person before... im sorry
is all i can say now... i dont regret what i said because it was true ... but i just wish it wasnt.... you were one of my brothers... my big brother..
whom i looked up to... and then i suddenly mean nothing to you... all you care about is her... which is hard because she is our friend too... i just
go back to the sunset that we all watched.. the most magical moment in my life... why do all good things come to an end?... why do bad things happen
to good people?.... why cant he just wee what hes doing to his friends... his family?....i... i dont know...
kissing agenst the skin of memories,
and stairing into the eyes of promise,
listening to the song of destiny,
and feeling the comfort of forever,
imbound to you my sweet everlasting dream,
you are mine just as i am yours,
basking in the sunlight of tomorow brings upforth that life of promis and memores,
ones i have not yet for gotten,
just as i never will,
held into the soft hands of trust,
your delecit soul stays curled in and unforgettable sent of safety
flames engulfed the very soul he is bound to,
all by a candle wick,
it lost its falme,
its power became none,
translusent,
non exsistent,
forever gone,
the acid tears burn the face that was carved from angels,
nothing can save the one forgiven mistake now,
he is damned for the eternal hell he was born into,
with slashings and bruses that covered his body,
razors do not head no heaven nor sacrafice to the red devil that lay in slumber underground,
he is alone,
with a burning bound soul ,
and a carved candle wick unflamed.
hi ppl of hauntingechoes sorry i havnt been on in like forever! lol anyway i'm hopefully gunna b able to post up my book that i'm writing
tomorrow i'm on chapter 7 so if you would like to read it post a
comment on here and i'll send it to you in a message
=f6TfTC5opwc
in Mrs. clarahs kindergaurden class the kids had "daddys job day" where the childrens fathers woud come in and talk about their job. all the
fathers stood by their childrens desk. but there was one spacific spot by a desk that held in it a strong littl...e girl with tears on the brim of her
eyes. there were astronats, buissnes workers, police officers, ect. but when it came to little stacys desk she smiled and said. "my daddy couldnt
come today, hes in heaven wit god." Mrs. clarah confused asked what she ment and stacy said. "my daddy was an army hero. he went away for a
long time fighting for me mommy and our flag. one day he didnt come home. mommy told me that god needed him to protect heaven and i would see him
again someday but not for a very long time. but he was a good daddy. when he came home from work he would allways bring me a rose. but thats why he
couldnt come today" she held her head high and smiled "but i'm proud of my daddy! he and his friends kept me and mommy safe from the
bad people so its ok hes not here. mommy was worried i would be sad about it but i'm happy that hes still watching out for me and mommy"
suddenly the lights in the room flickered off and back on again. everything was in place nothing was diffrent except for stacys desk. on her desk
layed a bright red rose. stacy picked it up and smiled and started to cry. "see. hes here"
Sticks & Stones May Break Her Bones But Words Could Never Hurt Her,
On Her Bed She Lye There Dead,
With A Bullet Deep Inside Her,
That 1 Last Stone & Stick That Got Thrown,
Made Her Snap Into Pieces,
With A Gun Her Tears Now Done,
To The World Her Life Now Ceases </3
Let me kiss my wrists and fly,
Let me sing my lullaby,
Let me scream my name in vain,
And pray i never come back again,
Let me kill my voice thats hurd,
Let me say that thats obscured,
Let my tears be from above,
Let me cut out all my love,
Let me close my eyes in peace,
Let me sooth the savage beast,
Let my soul and heart be free,
please just please. . .
Will you free me?
Mood: jst... jst let me die... kill me plz?... plz?... hello?... fuck it i'll do it myself! *BANG*
...she was only 4 when she passed.... but in that amount of time, every one she met fell under her spell. she was so pure. so inocent. there was not a
soul alive who didnt, couldnt love her. she was smart and inspiring to everyone. but inspite of all that... she has left us... left this world... not
by her choosing. God needed her... she was bound to this earth for four wonderfull years, and i knew her for 2 out of the 4.i love her. she was my
sister, my neice, and at some times my daughter, i love you little angel. fly high with your beautiful wings, <3
this song is inspiring. the man who wrote and sung this is now passed. he died from a brain tumor. but i must thank him. he has inspired my songs and
poems. i know him personaly and he was a sweet man and lived life to the fullest. he never let anything get in the way. most of the time i would
forget he had cancer because he nvr acted like he was in pain. he is a truly amazing man. thank you Henry <3
thy life is nothing but an empty shell,
floating in an ocean of lies,
leaving a trail of tears and blood behind,
being swallowed by hatred and guilt,
just wanting those of love and comfort,
something thy will never find,
now lost in a forest of death,
the one in black and of ice cold bone puts out his hand slowly,
not needing to see his face thy is already to follow,
leaving thy destiny and demise,
down an empty path to the cold sunset awaiting me.
.................................................................................
this is just a peom i wrote. it took me less than a few min to write it. but you tell me what you get from this poem. what is the meaning behind it
for you?
people screaming, buildings colapsing, world ending., savation never comming. that is what i see in my future. and no one can change that, not even
god himself. for he is the one planning it. how do i know this? because when i close my eyes i see it. i am what my kind call a seether, i see things
that no one else is sapose to see. i can see into your mind, i can find everything out by just looking at you. even the things you dont know yet. i
can c the day and time you where boarn and the day and time you will die. i can see the past and the future but see what makes me diffrent from all
other seethers is that i'm part human. seethers are a small group out of a large owasis of mistical beings. and no i'm not meaning like one
eyed monsters and unicors or wizerds and witches. i'm speeking of something darker. like demons and angels. vampire and werewolves. and for what
i am is a mixture of demon vampire dark angel and human. seethers only come from demons and angels, and a small group of vampires called the statarus,
aperently my father was demon vampire and dark angel, which isnt uncommon in our world. he was a seether. a very strong one at that. but see us
mistical beings are made to mate with other mistical beings to have no emotions or conections to our mate because all it does is get in the way. but
my father was diffrent. he had one emotion. and that was love. but not just any love. a love fro a human. Cathandra, my mother. he was exiled for this
but not before he gave my mother something she wanted so dearly... me. she had died giving birth to me. so where am i now? living in forth town main
the most boring place on earth. skiping around from school to school and fauster family to fauster family. oh, but one thing you didnt know about me
yet is that when i hit a sertan age. i stop aging till i give away my soul. but what that really means is getting layed and having a child. and then i
can age as much or as less as i want. but right now. i am suck at 16 and have been stuck like this for 5 years and its not getting any easter....
INTRO...
Something whispers in my ear,
To remind me that death,
Is nothing to fear,
The blade in my hand,
The images so clear,
Its now my time,
My time ends here,
The hourglass drops through the sands,
To the endless doons,
Of the depressed and sad,
As the blade I have clenched in my hand,
I take the first slice,
And break the timely band,
I try once more,
To my throat instead,
But then the blade,
Breaks from my hand,
So I take a rope,
Tie it tightly to my bed,
Make a loop,
Then slip it over my head,
The chair I stand,
Is about to tumble,
My life is dry,
And is about to crumble,
I kick it out from underneath my feet,
I feel my life,
Begin to reseat,
I can feel my breath getting shorter,
As I see a light hang over,
Something so beautiful,
Only death could cover,
But it is not hell,
It’s something other,
I feel my life slip away,
I leave nothing behind,
But a lifeless day,
When the sun will rise,
And I look out at the dancing raze,
I’ll be some where else,
A better place,
Somewhere I can finally call safe,
Dark Clouds dissaperin,
Birds singing,
And there are flowers all around us,
There are words being said,
From a holly book the preacher read,
A black tux,
And a white gown,
When people see us,
No one can frown,
The ringsare brought out,
And in my heart thereis no more doubt,
We look into eachothers eyes,
And we swoar on our lives,
To be together till death do us part,
Now i cant wait those 2 words are not that far,
Then i say it,
And you as well,
The words "I Do"
It was the truth i could tell,
Now for ever and for allways i'll love you.
This poem is deticated to my baby boo Jason Voland. the love of my life. i love you Appie Juice
I hear your voice,
Then theres no choice,
I have to smile,
Your the one who makes life worth while,
When you laugh it fills my heart,
And theres no way i can fall apart,
Then theres the way you talk to me,
As if you know you know you have the key,
The one to my heart,
The one you hold in your hands,
You may have droped it once,
But you picked it up again,
And when you sa those 3 words,
I Love You,
I feel like i can fly,
And i know when you say it,
Its the truth and not a lie.
i moved to my momsin sac. and that mens that i wont b on here as much v.v but i guess i will have to live with it... this seroiusly is not my
choice... anyway just thought i would let u guys all know.
When these things happen,
You want to fall,
You want to go crashing down,
You’re just sick of it all,
But you know that if you do,
You won't be able to get back up,
You’ll just be lying there,
Like a bird in a cage,
You’re stuck,
You’re barely hanging on to life, as you know it,
The blood filled tears and the shattered heart show it,
All the scars come in ones and twos,
Which leave your body battered and bruised
you are lost,
you are hurt,
and no one seems to care,
the suport you had abandond you,
now nothing in this life is fair,
you feel numb,
and don't know why,
as much as you want to,
you just cant cry,
you want a new life,
something diffrent from this,
but no matter how bad you want it,
nothing can fuffil your wish,
you think your alone and no one is there,
but you are wrong,
some one in this damnd world cares,
they share your pain,
and help the numb,
feeling nothing at first,
they help you feel some,
yeah not that good but just something i thought up in 5 min.
Ok so just about 30 min. ago i was walking home from school and i come across this dog walking in the street alone... and i'm like...
AWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! thats just the typ of person i am... i see a lost dog... first thing that i do... HELP IT OF COURCE!!! lol but any
way... so i'm walking around and knocking on doors to see whos dog it was... AND OF COURCE I DON'T HAVE MY CELL WITH ME! *sigh*... any
way... i come across this lady who was going to her car and i asked her if she was missing a dog... and of cource she said no... so i asked to use her
cell phone and so i did and i call the number that was on the dogs tag... bla bla bla and then some dude answers and i ask him if he is missing a dog
and he says yes. so i ask him where his adress is so i could drop the dog of... ok so i live in the bay area of california... guess where he
lives???.... FUCKEN TAHO!!! and i'm thinking to my self.... how the fucken hell did this dog get here from taho??? so he said that he would come
and het her as soon as he can... so i'm like... alrighty then... so... i decide that i will take the dog to my house. i ask the lady that i
barrowed the pnone from if i could barrow a leash... so she gives me a leash and i head off with the dog to my house.... which is like a mile way...
oh and did i menchion that this dog was malamute mix with pitbull, boxer, and mastif??? yeah... she was strong! so she was walking me... so once i get
to my house i tie the leash to a tree so i can put my dog(whitch is a japanese akita) in my garag. after that i let the other dog in... her name is
lannie... most adoprible thing ever! all big and fluffy! yeah so i let her
in and she looked around and she went into the backyard and looked around... bla bla bla... and i sit down on the kichen floor to do my homework...
(yes i do my homework on the kichen floor...-.-) and Lannie comes in and lays down next to me and puts her big gigantic head on my lap and looks up at
me with her big brown eyes... and i'm like....
AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT WAS THE CUTEST THING EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >.< but yeah... shes still here... with her big head on my lap sleeping...
she is so cute... i just worder what my parents will do when they come home...0.0
so for a homewors assinment i has to write a short story... and.... so here it is...
White Moon
&
Rushing Water
He took in a large breath of sweet, fresh, and crisp Alaskan air. Now moving his eye lids up, showing his left glowing blue eye and his
right bright green eye. His white fur blowing in the breeze, shimmering and flowing like a crystal white river. He moved his head up and looked
straight into the sun, feeling its warmth covering him, melting every cold part of his body. He then looked down at his white paws feeling the grass
and dirt between the pads of them. He shook his body, releasing all the stress and small pains in his muscles. He is alone. The creatures of the
forest call him “White Moon” because of the color of his fur. He is the son of two strong pack leaders. He too is very strong. But also very young, he
is three years old and as a wolf that’s about seventeen years old. He had left his father’s pack about 6 months ago. He is still very ignorant and is
still sloppy on his hunting and marking his territory, but he’s been getting better at it.
It is spring, and the smell of the colorful flowers blooming and the pine of the forest is all around. White Moon has been hunting around
his territory for small game: mice, rabbits, birds. Food had been plentiful for him because he is on the border line of his father’s territory and all
of the game his father’s pack chases away goes into his territory. Today he searched the northern part of his woods. He was hot on the trail of a
white hare when it fled into a deep tight hole. White Moon heard the hare laughing at him. White Moon growled and started to dig. He heard the hare
stop its light chuckle and dug as well, trying to get beyond White Moons death filed jaws. It had figured out that it was no use so it turned around
facing the opening of the hole that was gradually getting wider by each stroke of White Moons paws. The hare was waiting for the right moment and as
White Moon stuck his long muzzle in the hole to fill his nose with the scent of the hare, the hare found its moment, and with a high pitched screech
it opened its mouth as wide as it could and sunk its front teeth down into White Moons nose. White Moon yelped a painful cry and quickly pulled his
head out of the hole putting his nose to the ground and placing both his paws on it trying to rub the pain away. The hare finds it opportunity and
jams off as fast as it could through bushes.
White Moon had been hurt. And not just by the teeth of the hare, but his pride as well. Plus he had lost his dinner. Then suddenly he
heard a soft bark, like a laugh. He looked up and saw two paws in front of him. One paw was a mix color of white black and dark brown, the other was
pure white up to about halfway up the arm. White Moon looked up and saw another wolf looking down at him. White Moon jumped up on his feet and growled
as he moved back not taking his eyes off of the wolf standing in front of him. She was very petite but she had muscle. She was not just one plane
color but a mixture of color. Patters of white, black, grey, and dark brown spotted her body. The only part that was one solid color was her left back
paw and her right front paw, which were pure white. White Moon stared deep into the other wolfs chocolate brown eyes.
The other wolf waged her tail and made a sharp friendly bark as she pranced up to White Moon and started to lick off the blood that was
dripping from his wound on his nose. Her tong felt worm on his nose. And he was surprised by this. He hasn’t felt anything like this sense he was with
his mom as a pup. His growling stopped and he looked back at the female wolf. His ears perked and he heard the forest speak her name. “Rushing Water”
was her name, and he liked it. Soon his tail started to wag as well and as soon as Rushing Water had stopped attending to the small wound, White Moon
touched noses with her and then licked her muzzled giving her a kiss. Rushing Water barks a laugh and curved around White Moon and ran the opposite
direction that White Moon was facing. Then White moon whipped around and ran after Rushing Water. She was very fast and it took all of White Moons
speed just to catch up to her. As they ran, they looked like streaks of water slipping through the trees like a fast moving stream.
Three weeks pass and the two wolf mates go looking for a different territory for there’s is too small. White Moon and Rushing Water are
deeply in love and nothing could separate them. Until one full moon night, White Moon and Rushing Water come by a lone male wolf. The wolf was fully
black with golden eyes, and about three times bigger than White Moon. They were passing threw a meadow when they spotted him. They knew that they were
being followed for about three days now but tonight the wolf decides to show himself. From out of the woods about twenty yards in front of them, he
appears looking savage and threatening, showing his large sharp fangs. As the hair along his back stands on edge with his head high above White Moons
showing that he’s bigger than him. White Moon perks up his ears and hears the forest speak the name “Black Tied.” All three wolves know what Black
Tied wants. He wants a mate, and he chooses Rushing Water. White Moon’s hair raises and he shows his pearl white teeth glistening in the moonlight as
he builds his body up, trying to look as big as he can. He knew that he would have to fight. And this fight would last till the end of one of their
lives.
Black Tied makes the first move; he rushes in barring his teeth, opening them as he runs. White Moon also runs forward his teeth
barred as well every hair on his body standing up. Then White Moon leaps up when he gets about five feet from Black Tied and lands on the black wolf
back. Sinking his long razor sharp fangs deep into Black Ties flesh. White Moon could now taste the worm red blood dripping from the wound that he had
just created. Black Tied howled in pain and then shook White Moon off of his back while biting down on his leg and throwing him against the ground.
White Moon yelped in pain and when Rushing Water tried to go to his aid White Moon growled at her to stay where she was. So she stayed in the same
place. Standing up then sitting back down winning the cries of sorrow and helplessness wanting to go to her lover’s aid. White Moon then jumped up and
lowered his head at Black Tied, snarling and barring his teeth. Black Tied did the same thing then they where clashing together again. As they fought,
loud barks and yelps of pain and anguish cried out into the night. And the red blood that drenched their fur and the ground around them show glowing a
bright blood red in the full moonlight. Black Tied had White Moon on the ground again, biting into his side pinning him down. White Moon was now in
unbearable pain as he cried out into the still night air. He knew he could not win. He struggled as best he could but it was no use. As his breath
started to slow he looked at Rushing Water with his blue and green eyes glowing under the moonlight. He looked back at his enemy and knew he was
defeated. Then out of nowhere a shadow of what looked like to be silver streak, jumps over White Moon and pushes Black Tied off of him. White Moon
looks up and sees Rushing Water on the ground with Black Tied hovering over her, with red blood dripping from his fangs. White Moon’s eyes widened for
it was his small yet fast mate who had pushed and driven the large black wolf to the ground. But it did not last long, as Black Tide moves down
towards Rushing Waters neck, White Moon jumps up quickly and like a bullet runs and leaps for Black Tide’s thought. He latches on tight not letting go
of the death grip he has on the large wolf. Black Tide howled in pain and backs away from Rushing Water trying to shake White Moon from his neck. But
White Moon will not let go, not when another wolf tries to hurt his mate. Black Tied starts to get weaker and weaker as he falls to the ground and
White Moon makes that last hard bite on his wind pipe cutting off his air. Black Tide wines in pain then closes his eyes and drifts off to
paradise.
When White Moon could no longer hear the heartbeat of the wolf that he had clenched in his jaws. He released the neck and walked slowly
back and dropped to the ground weak but undefeated. Rushing Water was fast by his side, cleaning every wound he had on his body. As she did so she
wined cries of concern for her mate. He reassured her that he was going to be ok by licking the side of her muzzle, telling her that he will never
leave her. White Moon closed his eyes and drifted off into an unconscious sleep.
When White Moon awoke the next morning, Rushing Water was laying right by his side keeping him warm. The sun was just starting
to worm the earth as White Moon stood up. Shaking off the aches and pains from the previous night. He was still sore and hurting, but he could make
it. He looked down at Rushing Water as she opened her eyes and looked up at him. Her tail wagging furiously as she jumped up licking and nuzzling
White Moon with love. White Moon did the same as they returned grunts and whines of love and compassion.
Over the next few years White Moon and Rushing Water made a large pack. And had a wide area of territory. Too big for
the pack of twelve but they would fill it up with time. White Moon and Rushing Water where the alphas of the pack. And every night during a full moon
when the Aurora Borealis arose. White Moon would climb to the tallest rock in his territory that looked over his whole land. And when White Moon sits
upon the tallest rock, in all the forest. He looks with wonder over his beautiful kingdom with pride. As the bright white circle in the sky catches
his attention, the glowing white moon gleams in his eyes making them as a mirror, so the moon can bask in its beauty. It shines over his silver white
fur, making it glow. He is at his most powerful stage now. He grins with a slight tightening and pulling back of the skin around his mouth. He then
dips his head and swoops up, making echoes throughout the forest. It is a song. Not one with human words or vocals. But a song of only one creature
the whole world can make. It is at a vocal range that makes your adrenalin rush, your heart stop then rise again with great speed, this song could
make any creature dizzy with excitement, and make their ears ring. The beautiful sound that came from this gracious, elegant, spiritual animal, was
the song of the wolf. A howl to be exact. A wolfs howl so precious that only they can carry it out. But White Moon was not alone. As he sang, more of
his kind toned in, making a choir of all different songs, but even though each song was different, they all had the same meaning, the same tempo, all
of these separate songs fit together like a puzzle.
behind eyes of saddness hold dreams of pain,
the happy memoriese may never gain,
slumber awaitse to kill your faith.
it will blacken your heart with dispair and hate,
such a saddened face could never love,
memorises of kindness have been pushed and shouved,
you think no one cairs about your life,
that every ones full of stupid lies,
but the way i see you i would never say,
the things that would make you feel that way.
behind thes eyes of saddness hold and glint of hope,
for i one day will help you cope.
The Happy Tears That I Cried When I Saw You Have Turned To Dust,
The Soft Pink Lips You Would Caress And Love With Yours Are No Longer Intact,
The Body That You Would Hug And Dance And Hold With All Your Feelings Has Gone,
The Smooth Worm Hands That Would Intertwine In Yours And Softly And Gently Hold Your Face Has Disappeared,
The Bright Eyes That You Would Look Into And See Your Reflection Glissading In The Pool Of Passion That Was Held In Them No Longer Exists
I am No Longer Here,
Nor Am I There,
I Am In The Darkness That You Took Years To Create,
You Can No Longer Hurt Me,
For Now I Am Numb From Your Pain You Gave To Me,
You Where My Morphine,
And Now You’re My Insanity,
I Though You Made Me Whole,
But Instead You Just Broke More Off Of My Heart And Soul That I Gave To You,
Now The Tears I Cried In Happiness Have Turned Into Sadness,
The Soft Pink Lips You One Remembered Are Rough And Cracked,
The Body That You Would Hug And Dance And Hold Is Now Hurt And Bruised,
The Smooth Worm Hands You Would Intertwine Yours Are Raw And Bleeding,
The Bright Eyes You Would Look Into That Where Full Of Passion Are Now Filled With Pain And Hatred,
Your Darkness Has Taken Over Me And Now I Am No Longer.
The Movie Twilight Is Coming Out In December. I Am So Stoked I've Read All Of The Books But The Last One Thats Coming Out In Augest. Now Thats
All Cleared Up I Really Need To Scream Cause The One Who Plays Edward Is SO Hot And He Does That Crooked Smile So Perfectly! Any Way The Girl Who
Plays Bella Is The Same Girl That Was In The Movie The Messengers. She Is perfect For The Roll Of Bella Swan. But I'm Almost Done With The Last
Book!!! What Am I Going To Do After I'm Done?!?!? I'll Go Insaine! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !
my chior "spring concert" is tomarow "wensday" and my mom promissed she would come to this one sence she couldent come to my last
one now shes saying she cant make it even though i told her 3 weeks ago and she could have made a spot to come down from sac. to pleasanton "less
than a 2 hour drive."
(at least he way my mom dives)
any way she promissed me and it broke my heart when she said she couldn't come and we are sopose to sing song deticated to our parents and i was
the lead singer and i wanted her to see it so bad and we tont have a video camra.
she totaly blew me off and it fuckin pisses me off
the peddles are soft,
and the color so fair,
i dream of you when you are there,
your thorns protect you frrom our hands,
the morning due drips off of you as you stand,
your stem so green and your leaves so neat,
as they hang there strongly looking down at your feet,
you are a rose,
your beauty wating,
soaking up the sun,
as if you where smiling,
reaching for the sky you wate and ponder,
for that day to come,
of your deparcher.
my grate grandma hase to be taken out by the parametics its total drama here my grate grrandma is visiting for the weekend and shes a total dama queen
she said that she was going to pass out so my nana called 911 its stupid because my grate grandma is fine she just wants the atenchion and this is all
happening right now.... AND I HAVE TO GO TO SCHOOL 2MAROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
thx for the help H.3. members for sudgesting such good songs for me to sing in my schools talent show but i have picked a song from a band that for
some relly stupid reasion no one in my school has herd of befor. the song is
hay ppls i'm going to try out for my schools talent show i want to sing but i dont know what song i should pick so i'm asking you my fellow
HauntingEchoes members what song should i sing???
srry i havent been posting in a wille because i have pneumonia but any way heres saying of the day 3/5/08 so all i can practikly think of is
loos lips sink ships
people say life is short....... for the people that say that they should go fuck themselves in the ass because life is the longest god damn thig that
will ever happen to people unless your and animal that lifes pritty short
srry i wasnt on yesterday my dog koomo who is my baby boy had to be put down and i didn't have acses or ability to go on the computer.... i mean
he had died in my arm he put his head between my arms took a big siy and...... it was over holly shit i'm fucking crying my eyes out right now
:,( i have his fav. toy in my arms right now and it helps my moms going to have him creemated..... i think thats how you spell it any way some of his
ashes are going to me and some are going to her.... i have known koomo sence i was just 3 years old he was my friend my brother my protector and my sperit guide
i don't know how i'm going to live with out him
I cry in sorrow
and no one sees it
I skreem in silence
but no one hears it
I've reached out but
no one has offered to
help,
So i cry,
I die,
and no one seemes to care...
Why should i
even try?
It just puts me in more despair.
The hole i have fallen into is so
dark and deep,
That whaen i skreem
no one can hear me.
So all i do is cry...
and die...
In a never ending hole
of darkness.
Sleep my love,
For when you awake I will no longer be there,
You will no longer feel my presents,
Or feel my breth apon your neck,
Thy will not feel the once berning flame between us,
Nor my wormth when you inbraced me,
You will no longer feel the soft tingling sinsation on your lips when they touched mine,
You no longer have my love nor simpathy for I have moved on,
So my love stay asleep for i can only be there for you in your dreems,
some random shit terns into a fucking helarious joke lol
Posted on 3-11-2007 at 01:11 PM
ok this is some random shit right now but i'm fucking bord lol and i felt like typing something so i'm entering a jernol lol so ya im
listing to do u feel like a man or face down i forget the name but ya so any way oh my god ok i'm at a slumber party right now its 5:55 rightnow
and i just got fucking pranked those sons of bitches lol i feel asleep and they fucking put marker all over me and glued peses of paper to my
FOOT!!!!!!!!! i was so fucking pissed lol mother fuckers lol but i still love them there my hors lol but there asleep right now and they like just
feel asleep so i get my revenge muuhaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol
not a day gos by that i miss u, u left me for her and then what... you get your heart broken by her like u did to me? well fuck that shit u wan't
me back sorry man u missed out i have moved on with my life. you say you want me back keep dreaming fool thats what you get for leaving me but yet i
still miss u a little and i can't stop thinking about the good times we had together but then it get clouded by the bad times so move on with
your life.
as the tears run down my face
i screem in slince
my heart wont stop throbing
as i try to hide it with happiness and smiles
inside i am dieing i'm being torn apart by hatred and dispair
once we lived together and now we live apart,
i'm sorry that i,
broke your once loving heart,
i didn't mean to really,
thats all i have to say,
exsept for,
"i still love you babe"
how high must i fly untill i can not see you any more? if you fold one person you can't know what will happen i want to watch it foever i will
neaver be able to forget, so there isn't eaven a way. i simply look up at the sky like a bird traped, i serched for a window i searched with out
a lead... i want to see you right now because i love you. Allthow i'm so scared i'll hert you. i want to run away eaven if my wings ae
stolen you will still be the most important person to me
happy birthday to me i'm now 14 happy birth day to me happy birthday to me^_^ my b-day was on july 27 and i'm fucken 14 and i wanted to
selobrate it with H.E.
There was a path deep in the woods. Once it forked - the bad, the good. “I chose to take the left hand path, I did not know I had no map.” “now this
road that I travel is dirty and battered. It’s littered with dreams that are broken and tattered.” “Paved with wrongdoings and dotted with hearts,
that where taken from people and just torn apart.” “Pain and regret are common here. Wherever you turn, they’re always near.” “I want to cross to the
other path, and leave behind this painful wrath.” “I thought I was forever damned to walk, and all the gates where tightly locked”. “but as I
continued, a footbridge I could see. A bridge of hope called out to me.” slowly I crossed to the path of good. Finally I was on the path of which I
thought I should.” “Now hidden deep within the woods. The one who forked the path bad and good.” “I once was wrong, but now I’m right. And before me
glows a guiding light.” “already by a little step, so close to falling in darkened depths.” “But I was finally pulled to hope. I found that
footbridge, and learned to cope.” “My simple mistake following the crowd. Ignoring the heart that speaks so loud.” “The chouse you make can change
your life. One will bring happiness, the other strife.” “Following the crowd, won’t lead you to right. If u follow your heart, you’ll be guided by
light.” “There was a path, deep in the woods. Once it forked - the bad, the good.” “ heed my warning. Because I knew. Follow your heart and you will
know where to go.”
he told me that i had a choice to eather take the path to light or the path to dark... well i chose my own path the path that some others walk as
well... i walk the path that light and dark meat... the path of dawn
dont trust your ears trust you eyes dont go away but say good-bye lonly is never always a bad thing but heartless is a storm crying to die..........
good bye ...........to you i leave my eyes of wisdom and my good memories of life .................take care.
remember me Jon Crismas
this is a poem that jon crismas wrote wright befor he comitted suiside he was one of my closest friends and i will miss him dearly :'( may he
rest in peace i'll miss u jon
damn i hate being bord theres nothing to do when your bord u just sit and watch the celing *ooooo how fun*(not) god damn i could totaly go 4 a carmel
frapichino with 4 shots of caffien right now i had that yesterday omg i got so hipper i was riding my bike at the skate park omg i felt like tonie
hauk lol ^_^
sorry another long poem but its a good one its called this will make u cry
Posted on 12-6-2007 at 01:32 AM
Jenny was so happy about the house they had found. For once in her life 'twas on the right side of town. She unpacked her things with such great
ease. As she watched her new curtains blow in the breeze. How wonderful it was to have her own room. School would be starting; she'd have friends
over soon. There'd be sleep-overs, and parties; she was so happy It's just the way she wanted her life to be. On the first day of school,
everything went great. She made new friends and even got a date! She thought, "I want to be popular and I'm going to be, Because I just got
a date with the star of the team!" To be known in this school you had to have clout, And dating this guy would sure help her out. There was only
one problem stopping her fate. Her parents had said she was too young to date. "Well I just won't tell them the entire truth. They
won't know the difference; what's there to lose?" Jenny asked to stay with her friends that night. Her parents frowned but said,
"All right." Excited, she got ready for the big event But as she rushed around like she had no sense, She began to feel guilty about all the
lies, But what's a pizza, a party, and a moonlight ride? Well the pizza was good, and the party was great, But the moonlight ride would have to
wait. For Dan was half drunk by this time. But he kissed her and said that he was just fine. Then the room filled with smoked and Dan took a puff.
Jenny couldn't believe he was smoking that stuff. Now Dan was ready to ride to the point But only after he'd smoked another joint. They
jumped in the car for the moonlight ride, Not thinking that he was too drunk to drive. They finally made it to the point at last, And Dan started
trying to make a pass. A pass is not what Jenny wanted at all (and by a pass, I don't mean playing football.) "Perhaps my parents were
right....maybe I am too young. Boy, how could I ever, ever be so dumb." With all of her might, she pushed Dan away: "Please take me home, I
don't want to stay." Dan cranked up the engine and floored the gas. In a matter of seconds they were going too fast. As Dan drove on in a
fit of wild anger, Jenny knew that her life was in danger. She begged and pleaded for him to slow down, But he just got faster as they neared the
town. "Just let me get home! I'll confess that I lied. I really went out for a moonlight ride." Then all of a sudden, she saw a big
flash. "Oh God, Please help us! We're going to crash!" She doesn't remember the force of impact. Just that everything all of a
sudden went black. She felt someone remove her from the twisted rubble, And heard, "call an ambulance! These kids are in trouble! Voices she
heard...a few words at best. But she knew there were two cars involved in the wreck. Then wondered to herself if Dan was all right, And if the people
in the other car was alive. She awoke in the hospital to faces so sad. "You've been in a wreck and it looks pretty bad." These voices
echoed inside her head, As they gently told her that Dan was dead. They said "Jenny, we've done all we can do. But it looks as if we'll
lose you too." "But the people in the other car!?" Jenny cried. "We're sorry, Jenny, they also died." Jenny prayed,
"God, forgive me for what I've done I only wanted to have just one night of fun." "Tell those people's family, I've made
their lives dim, And wish I could return their families to them." "Tell Mom and Dad I'm sorry I lied, And that it's my fault so
many have died. Oh, nurse, won't you please tell them that for me?" The nurse just stood there-she never agreed. But took Jenny's hand
with tears in her eyes. And a few moments later Jenny died. A man asked the nurse, "Why didn't you do your best To bid that girl her one
last request?" She looked at the man with eyes so sad. "Because the people in the other car were her mom and dad." This story is sad
and unpleasant but true, So young people take heed, it could have been you.
theres a story of a wolf whos side was pierced by one of the mans packe's sticks during the harvest moon and so, when the moon fatttened, he
underwent a horrible transformation.his muzzle withered and his fur fellaway to leave him pnk and blad. his teath and ears shank, and he stood up on
his hind legs like two-feet. insted of talking in the voice of howling song, he began to voice mans strange grunts and whines. his tale shriveledaway
and he could no longer run like the river, or scent for miles. he lost the power to see in the dark and had to go down and livewith the man pack,
feeding on meat shriveled by mans buring air.
alex,alex,alex,brianna,briana,erica,clay,rosie,annie,
coriena,michell,catie,catie,michael,shitika,melissa,kyle,lindsey,stefinie,oryan,tanner,olivia,kay,brandon,bethany,
karlee,anna,anya,olya,lorin,dusten,hannah,hannah,mika,samantha LETS JUST SAY I HAVE ALOT OF FRIENDS LOL:sing:
theres a little pain in eavey thing eaven in happyness. why should i live? i ask my self why keep on going if theres no point to? why not just end it
rite here and now? why keep my soul on this earth if it just means felling more pain? a vioce calls to me it tells me to search it tells me that i
have a perpous in this world and my perpous is to help. help people that are in need of help. and i will help you if you need it because your my
friend and your also in the same pain and darkness as i once was. i will be your voice to tell you that you do have a perpous in this world and all
you need to do is close your eyes and search.
as death slowly devours me I scream for you, once I think that
there’s no hope I see a light with you saying that I was now safe and that you would always and forever love and protect me, but as I see you saving
her and not me, loving her and not me, as I watch you caressing her and not me, my eyes see it but my heart can't believe it, I can no longer
love nor live , I fall back into the darkness and as death devours me once more I will wait for my new prince to come and save me hopefully one that
is not a sole steeler like you once where and will love and protect me always
Using an ancient magic to disguise themselves
as humans, they will search for us.
They will risk their lives.
They will know grief, pain, suffering and joy
throughout their journey...
...a journey that will not end until they find
paradise...
you don't know anything, there is no springs in this contry.it's a place where your tears freeze and your heart will tern to stone! but you
are able to chang that if you relly belive in paradice.because paradice is only a wink away.
as the angel sheds her tyers over the earths night sky,
the wolves howl to the moon that glows brightly threw the night sky,
as the beautiful coris of insecs die down a little girle morns because her life is no more.
As I sit and ponder,
what time will bring,
I often sing of all those special times and things.
It was such a wonderful feeling,
the way it all started,
It was you who made the choice,
and promised it would never end.
And now I've realized who I really love and care for in my life.
I used to live around you,
but now I live for you.I guess what I'm trying to say is that I'll always and forever love you.
and 
i'm on chapter 7 so if you would like to read it post a
comment on here and i'll send it to you in a message 
my brother 
my protector 
and my sperit guide
i don't know how i'm going to live with out him 
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