Colon Cancer has striked yet again and took the life of one of my aunts.
She frist found out that she had it about 20 years ago, got treated and was said to have fully recovered. However in the begining of April her cancer rose it's nasty head and caused her great pain and within week had spread up to her liver. Once I took my final college final my mother took off emergency time. from work andwe drove all the way to Mississippi then up to Chicago to spend whatever time we could with her. My aunt also has high blood pressure and diabetes, so we feared the worst for her.

I have seen and read stories about cancer patients but seeing a person I love go through the stages so quickly over such a short period of time was unbearable for me. The cancer was spreading so radiply that the doctors allowed her to stay home and couldn't give her a time to live but they did say it would ne within the year. While staying with my aunt I took part in caring for her and keeping her company. She was on an oxygen tank and started losing her hair fast, but she could walk around and wanted to go places despite having lost alot of her energy and grew tried often. She was strong and tried to hide her pain and tiredness from me and the rest of her family and friends. She wanted us to treat her like we always did and not to pitty her, so we did to make her happy.

Well as time went on my mother and I had spent a few weeks with my aunt and we were leaving within three days. It was sunday and everyone had went to early morning service at my aunts...

...Read more

7 comments | Add comment

There are many types of monsters in this world:
Monsters who will not show themselves and who cause trouble,
Monsters who abduct children,
Monsters who devour dreams,
Monsters who suck blood... and then,
Monsters who tells lies.

Lying monsters are a real nuisance:
They are much more cunning than others.
They pose as humans even though they have no understanding of the human heart;
They eat even though they've never experienced hunger; They study even though they have no interest in academics;
They seek friendship even though they do not know how to love.

If I were to encounter a monster, I would likely be eaten by it... because in truth, I am that monster.

- L Lawliet

Mood: Forgotten & Alone

0 comments | Add comment

Hello my beautiful and beloved HE friends and RPers,

I know I’ve been gone for a long while but I’m back!

My life got kind of haptic after I started my first semester in fall of college last year.

One problem led to another which farther delayed my return to my lovly HE, but things have changed for the better now.

I have everything under control and I will be returning as a
regular RPer as of today!

I noticed things have been going a little slow on the site lately and I will do what is in my power to return HE back to its former glory that it once was.

I know a few of my good friends on HE have left or moved on and I will miss them greatly. But for those who have stayed I hope that you accept my return with open arms, I know I’ll be happy to accept it and return the favor.

Moonwolf is back and ready to Roleplay!
And make new friends along the way.

Mood: Not by love of a dying star can a a planet be adorned, but by the eruption of its most sacred peaks?

5 comments | Add comment

Just wanted everyone to know that I won’t be able to post any if at all on HE or any RP’s until either Sunday or Monday. My mom and I are hosting our family reunion and it will be going on from Friday until Sunday. People just arrived today to yeah, sorry for the late noticed.

Just wanted to let everyone know what was going on.
But I’ll be back full blast on Monday to continue RPing and posting, promise. Until then wish me luck, it’s 68 people coming and a lot of stress on my part.

Mood: My heart... it hurts...

1 comments | Add comment

All at once,
I finally took a moment and I'm realizing that
You're not coming back
And it finally hit me all at once
All at once,
I started counting teardrops and at least a million fell
My eyes began to swell,
And all my dreams were shattered all at once

Ever since I met you
You're the only love I've known
And I can't forget you
Though I must face it all alone
All at once, I'm drifting on a lonely sea(notsee)
Wishing you'd come back to me
And that's all that matters now
All at once, I'm drifting on a lonely sea
Holding on to memories
And it hurts me more than you know
So much more than it shows
All at once

All at once,
I looked around and found that you were with another love
In someone else's arms,
And all my dreams were shattered, all at once
All at once
The smile that used to greet me brightened someone else's day
She took your smile away
And left me with just memories, all at once

All at once im drifting on a lonely sea,
Wishing you'd come back to me,
And it hurts me more then you know,
So much more THAN it shows,
All at once


~ Whitney Houston All At Once Lyrics

Mood: Why is everyone so much better than me?!

3 comments | Add comment

WHOO! I made it guys!
I just graduated from high school today, May 24th, 2012!!!
Sorry I haven't been on much but it was because I was getting ready for this day.

I'm not going to rant about crossing a midstone in my life but I do want to know that i'm happy to have graduated and I plan on coming back to Haunting Echos!!!

Hopfully my return will help fix this place up and I WILL do my best to organiaze the role play fourms so things can be as livly and active and fun as it used to be!

I will be working too sadly meaning my time on HE will be limited so boo on that part. And college will take up some of that time as well.

But I WILL MAKE TIME FOR YOU GUYS!

You guys are like family and I've missed you so much! *kisses and hugs for all*!

LOVE YOU GUYS!

Mood: Why is everyone so much better than me?!

6 comments | Add comment

Our dear friend Ravenira is in panama until thursdays.
So she won't be able to get back on HE until then or the day after.

Just wanted to help spread the word so you all know what's going on with her. And also not to worry.

Thanks.

Mood: At Ease

4 comments | Add comment

Hello everyone!
Sorry for the long delay.
Senoir year has been kind of rough and my laptop has had some blocking domain issues, but I AM BACK AND READY FOR SOME GOOD RPING!
I'm misses you guys so much! All my friends and such.
I can't wait to get back in rping gear because you guess always come up with some pretty damn good rps.
Hope to talk to everyone soon, and hope it hasn't been so long that you've all forgotten and replaced me.

Mood: Nobody really cares if you’re miserable, so you might as well pretend that you are happy.

9 comments | Add comment

I know I've been away for a long while, (thanks to family issues.), and most of my friends on here most likely have forgotten me.

I should be getting my new laptop soon, I hope. Has anyone missed me while I've been gone? Anyone at all? I sure missed you guys...

Mood: Nobody really cares if you’re miserable, so you might as well pretend that you are happy.

5 comments | Add comment

My life is continues to prove that it’s just a continuous downward spiral at hardly ever looks up.

I hate falling in love because it never works out for me but my I always seem to find some guy to fall for. It’s not that I easily fall in love with people because trust me… I don’t. But I recently had a crush on one of my best guy friends cause he’s cool and all that good stuff and is an over all really nice guy. Best part is that he’s still single. Why not two single birds should flock together, right? I didn’t want to tell him because I’ve known him for years and he is like a brother to me and I’d hate to mess something like that up. So I kept it to myself. But my friends soon found out and bugged the hell out of me to tell him and after much bitching and nagging I do so.

The friend I like is in high spirits as usual and seems to be having a good day. So I went up to him and told him how I felt. The look on his face was nothing but sheer shock and disgust. And to my surprise he socks me in the face, punches me dead in the right eye! He was just as shocked by his sudden action as much as I was and said that he didn’t mean to do it. He only meant to push me away… I knew by his voice that he was telling the truth but that fact didn’t make me feel any better about the situation. To me it didn’t matter at all because I was going to be rejected either way. And now I’m left with a swollen black eye, broken heart and awkwardly standing friendship. And...

...Read more

8 comments | Add comment

Sorry that I suddenly disappeared on you guys. My grandmother feel very ill and I went to visit my her for the last time on her death bed. She justr recently passed yesterday and I will be attending her funeral on Tuesday.
So yeah, sorry if I take a few days to return back to HE. I'll try to get online as soon as possiable.

Thank you for waiting and hope to be back online and RPing soon.

Mood: All that danger that don't kill me... can only make me stronger...

4 comments | Add comment

This is a song that I found that expresses how I feel about a particular guy that I’ve really liked for nearly three years now, Kingsaber. I know that it’s been about two years now and that he’s most likely forgotten all about me, but I still hold the same feelings for him now as I did back then. Though we’ll probably never cross paths again I want to wish him nothing but good luck and great fortune for him in every aspect of his life. For him to receive all of those things he so desired and know that I’m still here… and I’ll wait… forever.

Yes I know that I’m hopeless about this whole deal but what can I say? I couldn’t hold it in any longer… forgive me.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZICJ2ZPh63Y

Mood: All that danger that don't kill me... can only make me stronger...

0 comments | Add comment

Hello friends, RP buddies, and fellow newbies!
I hope you all missed me cause I sure have missed all of you.
Moonwolf is back and ready for some serious RPing action!
I, of course, am always willing and happy to help any newbies that would like to get to know how to use this wonderful RP site known as HE, and answer any questions that might have. Also, if they so choose, to help them increase their level of RPing skills. And help them brainstormand edit their ideas to start their very own RP that all members, both newbies and Premium, can enjoy.

Love,
Moonwolf


-P.S.-

Sorry for my long absance, I ran into somedeep family issues that couldn't be advoided. But now I'm back.

Mood: All that danger that don't kill me... can only make me stronger...

16 comments | Add comment

(((Not my poem, rightfully belongs to ~chocolatefreak of Devaintart, but I sure as hell agree with her 100%!!))


I hate all men
They first convince you that they love only you,
You are first and foremost in their hearts of stone
But then you find out
They are petty and sex driven
They only care about their egos and if you love them only
They don’t care what it takes as long as they get off in the end
They want it and they want it now
They want nothing but simplicity and happiness
Creamy white skin and fiery red hair
Lovely green eyes and freckles to match
And in the end they will leave you to get it
I hate men

I hate men
They seem to like you well enough
They are nice and loving when everyone else is cold
They get what they want
Wherever they are
Then they leave you once more
And don’t think of you for another three months
Then you find out “oh ya he is engaged as of 2 months ago”
Not even a goodbye or a by the way.
I hate men

I hate men
They seem sweet
Innocent and without care
They will just love you
And not demand anything in return
Then it changes
They come up with guilt trips and demand more and more
Soon lies and loses build up
Till you give way and give up
And somehow feel like you’re the one in the wrong
I hate men

I hate men
Your first kiss should be sweet
Not an accident to have someone say oops and laugh in you face about
Pizza and Led Zeppelin that I will never be able to...

...Read more

4 comments | Add comment

((Warning, this poem is really long!)))

How would you like it
To be a mistake?
Something that fills you deeply
With nothing but shame and despair.

Just hide it, go lock her away.
She’s nothing but your inner darkness
Your anger and all your faults.
She’s not even human
I bet she doesn’t own a heart.

How would you like it?

No one ever looks at me
Instead all they see is you.
The beautiful and delicate maiden
The precious little princess.
While I’m just the unbecoming,
The ugly side of you.

I am merely a tool
To be used.
And then thrown away
Is that what they say?

How would you like it?

Everyone I know betrays me
I’m filled with all the lies, the lack of trust.
I just might go insane
Or have I already gone mad?
This world is a fake
I have no real friends.
All I feel is hate.

How would you like it?

I am chained to you.
I yank and struggle
But bond I will stay.
I am not my own person
I complete with you.
No one cares
It's all about you…
Always about you.

I am Nobody.
You are Somebody.
I do not matter.
Who cares who I am
And if I suffer?
But why won’t you let me go
And fly free?

I’m your obsession
That’s all I can see.
Seeing my helpless struggles
Is your pleasure.
You’ve watched my world become unstable
And loved the moment it begun to fall and crumble.

You have an ugly nature
I know it to be your weakness.
Your soul open for me to attack
Yet why don’t I want to hurt you?
That answer remains unknown.
...Read more

1 comments | Add comment